I really hate fast ones like when your going somewhere then someone else pulls a fast one on you, since i was going to comic con i was so happy and ready then all of a sudden my dad said that we have to go some where him on that day and like i planned that trip for two moths ahead of time so yeah now i have to spend his b-day with him along with my bros and sis....i think my twin bro chris said SOMETHING to dad knowing Chris but don't worry i'm still going to chibi con even if it's a little smaller

But now i'm pulling a fast one too you see i was going to winnipeg to visit and al of sudden my sept mom and grandma are taking me to thunder bay today for an over nigth trip now i can't go to winnipeg T-T how sad and i was going to check out thta place i'm moving to and again i'm trying to move YAY

WElll thats off my mind well see you later tonight Chicken and Panada

ttly

so i'm going to comic con at oct 31 halloween Yesh so yeah well I'm trying to think hard about what I'm going to cosplay...lucky Rukia gave me one even if she didn't say anything lol XD and my friend emo yumi (mouse) gave me an idea since she sayed i was almost like Belarus

Here the list of cosplay i'm working right now know or in order not sure

Belarus (axis power h..i forgot the name)almost done
Soi Fong (bleach) i hope i get that done
Yuna songstress (ffx-2) still haven decide yet
Lulu's school clothes (code something i forget easy)
i need to finish a moogle doll for Ruika or maybe i should just give her a puppy ^_^...i wonder

....i just remember i cut my hair again and dye it...crap...o well ^_^'

These are the cosplay i will work on over this oct month i hope i finish
...i prey i finish them well Belarus i know i'm almost done i will take pic later

ttly ppl >W<

Okay today is 27 well almost it's like 10 at night on 26 anyway I'm going to be 17 at 1:27 in morning of spet 27 and....I'm crying while writing this... it's so bad you see i came to thunder bay to spend it with friends so i had fun dressing up at as a neko for the whole two days and i love it i when for a bus ride and anime shop and mall for more shopping i love hangging out but since it's my last day hangging out here with my two bff *Anime-Yokai-Mckai and ~cold-silver for the whole week but i end up mostly hangging out with ~cold-silver since Anime-Yokai-Mckai was busy with school...yeah i skip school to hangging out with them so anyways this is where it get really really bad

You ppl who know the managa Loveless and the main character Ritsuka but older not into older guys well i was at the movies and i seen i boy who look like Ritsuka right one but without the cat ears or tail and you see it's hard i mean really really really hard for me to fall in love with a nomral poeple you see most boys i see usually i think idiot and i hate normal boys but so i don't date any normal guys but i guess i put this out when i seen him i was dress as a neko with ears and i couldn't take my eyes off him for a second umm.....yeah this bad but he look 2 years younger and i....couldn't bring my self to go up to....him and talk.......and he was soo CUTE AND SHORT...ummm yeah i have a thing for short guys but i don't like guys 2.5 years youngers or 2.5 older so yeah

But all i was thinging was go up to him and put my cat ears on him or hug him or anything.....but i freak out and couldn't think and i just grab my friend close my eyes but my friend was wouldn't why i was freaking out and my face going red and she seen him she made her sister to go see what movie they were seeing but she lost him lucky...but I'm good now after that but man i got it bad for that guy i mean it's like impossible for me to like any guy that normal but him....well i'm feel a little better....i can't wait to come back here to vist my friends again >w<
here a pic of Ritsuka for ppl who don't know how he looks like:
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well ttyl ppl

I'm sugar high right now since me and my best friend when to find me a job so anyways but i hate that i have to work all day but any who i got an apartment for my self YESH oh yeah i'm sugar high since me and my feiend when to a candy store....I LOVE CANDY FOREVER AS MUCH AS MONEY >W< I GOT LOTS OF AIRHEADS...no wonder why they call them air heads

I can't wait until sept 27 to travel to thunder bay for my b-day but my dad wants me to bring my ugly Twin bro chris lucky he won't see this lucky >.< I think...I'm sure he would sell me out if i did something bad again...we totally hate each other with a passion like cats hate dogs...oops well i can't wait for thingys to happen

Love you ppl ttly

Chart at middle bottem
lately I been having bad thoughts about my friends and Best friend, I began to wonder if there really my even my friends? or best friends?
I know me and my best friends grew up together, i been there for they a long time, and if i couldn't i would say sorry like a million times, but when it came for my time...no one was there, I told them it wasn't a big deal and smiled. I smiled so many times that it became second nature. There were one two people out of my 10 bff that really knew how i felt...That was the first time i think i made her cry for me, when i let out my emotions. i know i hav a true best friend in Mavis, since were sisters at heart, the other would be Justin. My Best friends see me as the crazy, hyper, spoiled girl and they got tried of listen to me, i know it's mostly my fautl but when ever i would talk serious they would take it as a joke onyl Justin would listen since were thesame he and I. We would joke but when came time for us to talke serious no one would lsiten to us but i just thats why were T.b.F Now i think i know who are true best friends are.

I think the people who are my friends are just there,and good friends are just friends and my best friends are good friends but true best friends are forever

Here's the chart:

People who are just there; you have 2 or 3 things in common

Friends: you know anout them or they know about you (one side knows about the other less)

good friends: you both know each other well

best friends: you both know each other good - dislikes, likes, birthdays, music, put up with each other, helps out, and willing to make sacirfies, ect.

True best friends: You know each other by6 heart - the way you both act, what teh other is thinking or feels, even if they don't show it. be honest and stand by each other if something is wrong. Accepted them for who they are. both know your going to befriends forever

My b-day is coming up on sept 27, and one of my best friends or good friend (not sure) b-day was may 1, and i travel 4 hours during school to spend it with her, now I'm wondering you see my T.B.F Mavis traveled to see me for my b-day and on halloween Justin called me he's knows i really really love halloween for it. well my other best friends didn't call or send an email, and since my b-day is coming up i have to travel 4 hours to spend it with her the one i gone to on may....I'm just think there just there for the show... only Justin and Mavis are really there for me